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hi. long time no c le~ hahaha.
firstly, thanks pc for the video! I suddenly feel that u have a very nice voice! very comfortable. =)
next time we go to sing k ba. hiak hiak. *-*
second.. jia you to vian.. hiak hiak. faster finish all ur exams ba.. later i wanna lim teh with u. lolx. virtual d teh. hehehehehe...
third.. kinda seldom to contact wendy le.. T.T

ahem.. nw.. let me say sth ba. hahaha. these few days i had some sleeping problems. haha. something like insomnia. I still remember the first day (don't know when), i suddenly woke up at 4am and then can't sleep until 5 i think? kinda long time d. then second day oso like this. today, i woke up around 1. I was vry tired but still woke up. this scares me. feel like sth isn't right. And then i just laid on my bed until 2? i know kinda long time d.. Anyway, today when i woke up i felt that my head was so-so painful. lack of sleep. T.T

anyway, i still have 4 days then i'll back to miri. haha. i feel vry eager and excited. wakakaka. can go back and have proper sleep luuu~~~ xD
and of coz, hang out with u guys! ^^

my dedication.

Since I got a friend need more encouragement, so I delayed this post/video and gave her listen first.

And now dedicate to you all who pursue their own or not dream outside there.
Also to myself.

Share of feelings agn~

Haha... Guys.. ^^ Last post i said i'm vry emo recently right?? Haha, that emo period lasts for a few days.. Quite a long period de.. Bt now, i think i'm ok le.. At least for the moment la..

The major turning point, i think is during last Saturday.. Hehe, that day, went to a church called Hope Church.. Not sure u all heard it before o not, bt it is a kind of local church la, more young and more new de.. Before this, i don really feel like going to that church bcz there's a girl i don really like(with a bad reputation too) was from that church. But that day, my fren and i decided to go, cz the other senior from the church is too caring and helpful to us. She helped us a lot, so we wanna at least go to the church once,sort of to repay her.. Kekez...

Bt i'm really thankful that i went there that afternoon. Although the ceremony and atmosphere is really diff, bt i think i can adapt quite well, most importantly, that afternoon, i learnt a lot of things.. My mind was opened once agn.. Praise and worship with the others makes me feel lighter, and the sharing of senior set me an example. Another M.O.(Medical Officer, a very senior of us la) gives some other sharings, and he makes me look into my doings and actions this few weeks... I found out i really wasted a lot of time in many trivial things.. Y make my own life miserable bcz of those small things?.. I'd forgotten my real focus and aim in life.. Haha, so i prayed and let go of those bad emotions that's haunting me for a few days le.. So happy, felt light after that..

^^ Then we went out agn that night, watch a movie agn.. SALT. Aiks, the ending~ U all watch le?? :P (Don wan give comment 1st, scare u all haven watch)Went out wif Ah Sa, still remember her, Wendy?? She's still pretty like always... Had a great time that day... Hmm, from that day, my mood is very ok le eh... Haha.... Hope it'll last longer this time...

Hmm, but there's another thing... Recently, my family members' health condition is not tat good.. My grandmother was hospitalized agn.. Aiks, luckily now ok le.. Then my mom, aiks, her B.P. reached 180++ eh.. Scary, then the doctor prescribed a medicine for her, bt maybe there's an side effect, she cant stop coughing, and now she lose her voice le.. Kekez, so funny when i talked to her on the fon that day.. :P A bad daughter ho, teasing her own mom like tat.. :P Bt o, really really funny le.. Anyways. still a bit worried abt her, her health condition is nvr too good.. ^^

That's all for this time..

p.s. Oh ya, my exams~~~~ Aiks, it's getting nearer and nearer le eh....

no idea

since few months ago I have became the committee of a certain club, or an event LOL. Because I don't think that it's a club, it's affiliates with volunteer stuff.

I ever think of quit because I'm not that active anymore and no idea about the committee thingy. But I stay lah, last saturday we just had our first meeting. I'm the workshop and event organisation committee with a guy.

I think the meeting last for 30 minutes only, then chairperson asked us who will be going for this event.

No one answer, because it's on october, unsure yet haha.

Then the advisor(the guy i ever like) said committee don't wanna join the event lol.

Haiz~~()

Hmm, recently everyone seems to quite forget abt this place le??? O everyone's juz lazy???*i am* But i think it's time to add something to tis wall le... ^^

Recently, been constantly in a low mood.. Whenever i was left alone, or a short pause after a talk, i'll start to fell into the emo me le... Very very emo recently... I also cant help myself.. Tried to chase away all those negative thoughts, but it juz seemed to stick to me le...

Haiz, and recently also affected by those negative feelings of my friends.. Maybe we still cant cope into uni life?? Found out many of my friends are having quite a hard time these days, but i cant do anything to help, o i din noticed anything... Felt so useless.. And realised how small the strength i possessed..

Next, i also realised that i long time din find the four of u le.. Sry~~ We din chat for a long time le right?? Jun, Wendy, Chard.. Only pc, talked to her last night.. I'm really sincerely apologizing for not finding u guys for the last few weeks...

In studies, quite ok le now.. Kinda get onto the track le.. But.. Am going to sit for an exam real soon.. Before going bac for Raya's holiday.. A quite important exam, EOB(End Of Block Examination). But this week, been lacking the motivation to study, even when i sit in front of the table, juz staring at my notes and books wif a troubled mind, not getting anything in.. :P Hope i can shake off those negative feelings soon la..

Erm, update of wat i done here.. Study, go out and play... Hahaha, we're one of the most active gangs in the course.. Ppl are always looking at ur differently.. When everyone is busy preparing for the exams, we went to Kuching Fest; when everyone is studying, we're outside playing.. Everyweek, we went out to play for at least 3 days i think, especially weekends, no empty slots de...^^

The life here is actually very ok.. Juz my mood nowadays... Haiz... Maybe i haiz too much le... Haha.. And today is Black Friday o~ ^^

Finally, i miss u all!!!!!! Really miss u all so much, especially when i'm very down, and when i'm day o night dreaming.. :P Are u all ok now??? How's ur life??? Jia you o everyone..:-)