Recently, been constantly in a low mood.. Whenever i was left alone, or a short pause after a talk, i'll start to fell into the emo me le... Very very emo recently... I also cant help myself.. Tried to chase away all those negative thoughts, but it juz seemed to stick to me le...
Haiz, and recently also affected by those negative feelings of my friends.. Maybe we still cant cope into uni life?? Found out many of my friends are having quite a hard time these days, but i cant do anything to help, o i din noticed anything... Felt so useless.. And realised how small the strength i possessed..
Next, i also realised that i long time din find the four of u le.. Sry~~ We din chat for a long time le right?? Jun, Wendy, Chard.. Only pc, talked to her last night.. I'm really sincerely apologizing for not finding u guys for the last few weeks...
In studies, quite ok le now.. Kinda get onto the track le.. But.. Am going to sit for an exam real soon.. Before going bac for Raya's holiday.. A quite important exam, EOB(End Of Block Examination). But this week, been lacking the motivation to study, even when i sit in front of the table, juz staring at my notes and books wif a troubled mind, not getting anything in.. :P Hope i can shake off those negative feelings soon la..
Erm, update of wat i done here.. Study, go out and play... Hahaha, we're one of the most active gangs in the course.. Ppl are always looking at ur differently.. When everyone is busy preparing for the exams, we went to Kuching Fest; when everyone is studying, we're outside playing.. Everyweek, we went out to play for at least 3 days i think, especially weekends, no empty slots de...^^
The life here is actually very ok.. Juz my mood nowadays... Haiz... Maybe i haiz too much le... Haha.. And today is Black Friday o~ ^^
Finally, i miss u all!!!!!! Really miss u all so much, especially when i'm very down, and when i'm day o night dreaming.. :P Are u all ok now??? How's ur life??? Jia you o everyone..:-)
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